My Journal

January 2008

The passing on of two loved ones the new born-again of two loved ones.

My journey with God in year 2007 ended with the passing on of two loved ones in the family. First were my elderly mother in Oct and then my 4th younger sister in Dec. My mother went to glory on Oct 22nd while my sister Mary on Dec 17th 2007.

 

It was not easy for the whole family members to grapple with the reality of two deaths within two months, especially for me, both of them were very close to me. I have yet to fully overcome my grief over my mother, and now to accept the loss of my sister. Mary died of infection in the kidneys which resulted in her bleeding profusely. She was only 49 years old.

But God is in control. My dear mother had been praying for the salvation of both my 3rd younger sister Alice and 5th younger sister Betty. Their death resulted in them being born-again into the Kingdom of God. Alice accepted the Lord during the last week of my mothers sickness, while Betty accepted the Lord on that day after Marys funeral.
They were both touched by the life and testimony of mother and daughter their faith and hope in the Lord, that there is eternal life and there is no fear in death. Praise God.

My 2nd younger brother David wrote an article entitled Death, a lesson for the living. Allow me to quote the verse he shared on Ecclesiastes 3:15 (God’s Word), Whatever has happened in the past is present now. Whatever is going to happen in the future has already happened in the past. God will call the past to account.” God’s past is our present. One day, each of us shall be called to account for today.

So live for today live for Christ

My 5th youngest brother Daniel led the funeral service for his sister Mary held at the Crematorium Hall. He spoke of the privileges we had as Christians because we served a Living God hence death is not the end though we grieved and were saddened to part with our loved ones, however, we rejoice because our God lives forever and there is the hope we will meet again. Hence we shall continue to serve Him and be faithful to Him. Both the death of my mother and my sister had indeed taught us precious lesson; to live for now for the Lord, and to die as a testimonial life to glorify the Lord. They had indeed testified and witnessed the kindness of the Lord in their lives and had also touched many lives. With this challenge, as a family together collectively and individually, we press on toward the mark of our calling in the Lord to live fully for Him.

So live for today live for Christ

Praise the Lord.

Taking a Break and making adjustment

The Lord has so wonderfully provided me a free trip to Holland, so I will be spending my Chinese New Year with my non-Chinese friends. It will be a time for me to recuperate my health as well as to wait upon the Lord for the steps He has planned ahead for me. On my return from the trip, I will be due for an eye operation (cataract).

My younger brother Jimmy has moved in to stay with me. This is to save cost as well as to accompany me, and with his own flat rented out, it covers our daily expenses. We thank God for His enabling grace and strength as we carry on after the traumatic experiences of two deaths, and making adjustment to normal routine without them.

Looking ahead of 2008

I like the song I dont know about tomorrow; I just live from day to day; I dont borrow from the sunshine.I dont worry over the futureBUT; I know WHO HOLDS TOMORROW & WHO HOLDS MY HAND!
Yes I dont know what lies ahead of me for this year 2008, but I believe the ONE who holds my future and my hand will surely see me through as He has always did! Indeed with Christ in the vessel, not only I but everyone of you who has Christ in the vessel can smile at the storm.

I am following my mothers example of fasting and prayer once a week, and have started it on every Friday from now on. I pray to be faithful and consistent like my mother for 25 years since 1982! I am sure if she is still around, she will carry on as long as she is a Christian on earth! What a testimony! All glory to God!

Well. Here wishing one and all a Blessed and Challenging New Year of 2008. Keep your faith in the Lord and trust Him always without wavering!

Your humble servant in the Lord,
Nancy Lim